Disgusted twice in a day.

1) A friend of mine just decided to turn "_ _ _ _ I A N". I'm not against this as most of my closed girlfriends are. Seriously I am not, no biggie. But the thought of her becoming like this just freaked me out for that instance. The least expected always surprises you. In this case, it surprised me with SHOCKED and brought in some sort of disappointment. That's all. Kinda looking at you in a totally different way now because of how you used to be in the past. You really changed so much and yeah, yucks yucks yucks.

2) More and more decent (not) SG guys are pulling themselves towards "I shall not say which ethnic group" women, girls, babes or what ever names they want to call. Shan't elaborate regarding this but it is not that they can't attract pretty SG girls, women, babes and whatnot! Ironic right? Able to attract decent woman but chose not to. Tsk, seriously?

One is female, another one is male. Yucks to what is happening now. Just feel lucky that I don't have any close relationship with neither of them now. Amituofuo.

Help/Save?

Nobody can help me do it. I know only me, myself, can overcome this. Alone.

No, I don't like to do things alone. I can't survive. Yes, if you know me, you will understand what the hell I am trying to say here.

Oh vhaeverrrrr, I so wanna give up on myself. I am sick of myself.

What the hell have I been trying to do all these while? I need to getaway from all of these. I swear, as fast as possible, as far as possible.

The One That Got Away

"Sometimes you promise someone forever but it doesn't work out that way."

Watched Katy Perry's "The One That Got Away" MV.
Yes, so right.
From the start till the end of the MV, every single scene showed how much she regretted and reminiscent about her past with the man she loved. No, love. I believe the old lady part that she was playing was still feeling the same as when she was young. I can totally feel the whole story because I don't wish for that to happen. I mean, please do not let anything bad happen to any of us. Stay safe and that's the most important thing for now. I cried when she collapsed in the MV because the sense of devastation she is in really touched my heart.

This MV really got into the hearts of so many people. Especially the story behind this song.
Speechless.

I don't want to let you slip off from my hands. I don't want you to move away from me. You really mean the world to me and I know I can never find someone like you ever again. You are one in a million baby.
I love you fei.

Getaway!

The Genting trip wasn't enough. Nevertheless, I felt good just leaving this town for two days.

Gonna wait for my Batam trip in Dec. Yes, just that one day at Batam will definitely be a great escape for me! Yipee!

Can't stand school. See this! Epic fail uh?
Hahaha can't stop laughing at this, I swear!

Me

I set fire to the rain.

Point in life

Right or wrong decisions, I can't decide. But I know you are my life. I am at the point in my life where I can't make any right decision. I am confused, lost and sometimes traumatized. Yes, traumatized.

Incidents that keep occurring in my mind, replaying every single day. It is bad, really bad. I don't blame anyone but myself. Fated or not, is not up for me to decide. Sometimes I just have to believe that is the right person appearing at the wrong time.

Belong

Sometimes, you really feel that you've grown up in certain familiar places. But then again, think twice. Those particular places might not think so.

Sweet dreams?

1 year 2 months, xoxo.

I realised I couldn't sleep well without you. :(
I wish for your attachment to end soon!

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Out at Novena for Tom Soon Lee's birthday celebration.
Happy 21st Birthday Mr Seah! :)
Had Korean BBQ introduced by Yi Sheng. Wow, the boss (we assumed) was really kind, helpful, thoughtful etc. Aiya, one word to sum it up... GOOD! He is a good boss. How good? He came out specially to wish SL and helped us to take polaroid for free! DAMN GOOD!

That's all folks! :)

Pen down

Sometimes I really wish to just blog out all of my thoughts and every single thing that happened in a day. I know it is impossible because I am seriously lazy to do so + forever procrastinating. Resulting to a... "ROTTING BLOG"

Maybe one of the reasons is because of my life. Not very "joie-de-vivre" so there will not be many things for me to share about. If it's not about fei fei, then it will be school and some random happenings in my life. However, you all should know that I am absolutely happy with my life now, except for certain teeny weenie things.

Seldom hang out with my BFFs now because I am really occupied with my BOYFLEENNN. Wow, this is bad, I know. He brought me so much happiness that I can never get from anyone else (I AM DEAD SERIOUS). Ask me what is an ideal boyfriend like and I will answer - FEI FEI. From here you should know how awesome he is and how much I really cherish, treasure and love him and our relationship.

ALRIGHT! STOP!
Haha. Time for some other matters...
School's out, time for real break. Exhausted from all the s***s I got from school. Sorry but I really hate my school. Yeah I never loved school but RP is really crap. If you know me, I've never said anything nice about my school before. Hmm, maybe for the air-con and awesome electric plugs everywhere? Not forgetting, lovely friends! Aww, this should be the best part. I swear my classmates (some, not all) are fantastic bunch of humans! Much loves to them! :) Final exams? Kinda screwed up. Health is deteriorating and I don't even know why. If this leads to bad results, who can I blame?


That's all for this post. My maximum blog words should be just this long and not gonna go further. Blame LAZINESS.

Love like this.

Do not come in between. I WILL KILL YOU. :)

On a side note: Thanks to all of my followers. This blog is boring, I know. :p